Today Is A Bad Day For Me

[KNOWTHIS]

Our dog Baby always runs near our vehicles when we’re getting ready to leave. No matter how many times you yell at her to get out of the way she keeps circling the car. She’s been doing this for years without a problem and we had gotten used to it. Last night though when I was pulling out of the car port I accidentally ran over her. She died instantly. It was dark and I didn’t even see her when I was getting in. I have no idea if she was laying underneath there or whether she just popped up out of nowhere? I didn’t even make it half a truck’s length out from where I was parked. Like I said, normally she gets out of the way and it has been happening for so long that you just expect that she’s going to scoot out of the way like she always does. God I feel terrible. It bothered me all night. It’s one thing if your pet dies of old age but it’s totally another when it dies because of you. Poor dog…she was such a good dog too.

[Swamp Gas]

Oh Man, I am so sorry to hear that

I hope you are OK. Pets are such loyal friends, and when this happens, we always feel like a family member is gone, because they are. It's a hole in the heart that is very hard to heal, but it eventually does.

Thetaloops parent's dog was killed last week too, chasing after a cat. Holly was the sweetest, friendliest dog I have ever met, and everyone cried about it, even Theta's Dad. They buried her in the backyard, and got a stone for her. He even said that strange things are happening lately, and something big and nasty is about to happen.

Having lost special birds, we know exactly how you feel.

If you have a picture of Baby, please post, or email to me, and I'll post it here.

[Mech]

Thats awful Know-this.

Accidents happen..so don't beat yourself up over it.

[Thetaloops]

KnowThis,

I really feel your pain. When someone you love passes, you wish so much that you could turn back the hands of time. I wish I knew a way to make this happen.

The only thing we can do us learn something from passing, so that it was not a waste of energy.

When my sister passed, I felt so angry and didn't know what to think. Swamp and I moved back from California to be with my family and in the long run it brought us all together. Something my sister really wanted.

Maybe there is some little thing that you can think or do differently to make a positive out of a negative.

Love,

Theta

[KNOWTHIS]

Thanks everyone for the kind and reassuring words. I feel a little better today. Everything you guys have said has helped me to gather myself and move on. I did go through sort of a guilt/mourning stage at first after the initial shock wore off. My dad told me not to blame myself either because it could’ve happened to anyone. I still tear up though when I think of the moment when I had to drag her out form beneath the car. My god what an excruciating experience. You hear about stories where parents accidentally kill their own kids. In one case the child jumped on to the back of the family car as they were leaving. Luckily someone spotted the child on the highway and motioned the driver to pull over. In other cases the people aren’t so lucky. I can’t imagine how one would cope with that. Losing a pet is bad enough as it is.

Anyway I couldn’t stand to look at her so my dad covered her up and took her to the vet to be cremated.

I’m not sure if I have any pictures of the dog, at least not in digital form. We have an external USB drive that got corrupted and we lost most of those kinds of files. Unfortunately we took most of our pictures with digital cameras. Next time I’ll know better and burn some discs for back-ups.

Thanks again everyone for the support. It goes a long ways to helping ease the anguish.

Another possibility that my dad & our neighbors have thought of is that the dog might’ve been dead already or dying when she was down there because of how unusual it was that she didn’t move. Like my dad said, just as soon as the engine starts she normally would've jumped out of the way. For now I choose to supend that belief.

[Thetaloops]

Glad your feeling better. It's not easy at all.

One day at a time!

[BigJoe]

KnowThis, we lost two of our beloved cats recently, Andy and Oscar. We don't have any "human" children, so these cats were our real children. Oscar was 16, Andy was 14. Both as intelligent and kind as you could imagine. When they died I felt like I had lost two of my best friends... which I had. I know EXACTLY how you feel. Loosing a beloved friend, whether he/she walks on two legs or four, is VERY, VERY PAINFUL. My wishes of goodwill go out to you.

[chickenlittle]

Sorry Knowthis although I am a bit late on this news,I can't imagine.I feel terrible for you.We have a tiny chichuachua(sorry I dont know how to spell this) & terrier hes only about 9 lbs. and I know my heart jumps everytime I hear a car and cant see him anywhere I really freak out,so I am sorry to hear this
take care,buddy
chicky

[chickenlittle]

One other thing everybody is STRANGE things ARE happening lately,we have had hardly any jet action here for one thing and the birds where I live are being very strange,The rooster and my dog have been running to the fence when they see the neighbors dog and they sit there side by side really close to one another and whine about being apart from the big dog,and so on.I had a very strange dream about a friend who lives in Hawaii and I dreamed that her house was crooked and on a slant sliding down a hill.Things like this, odd stuff.This dream was soooooooo real I woke up feeling like I should warn her of my dream.
take care
chicky

[Swamp Gas]

This is what we've been seeing a lot lately. In my previous post, I mention Theta's Dad saying the same thing, and other extra-psionic people we know are observing. You can't put your finger on it, but it has to do with Nuclear Bombs, insane drivers on the road, Rappers shooting each other, dictators in power, rapes of children, vicious murders and shootings daily, gas prices, collapsing dollar, chemtrails, torture of animals and humans, genocide, asteroids, God vs The Devil, Fundamentalism vs Science, Imagination vs Controlled Thought, Total Surveillance, Men vs Women, Horror Culture, and High Divorce. It is like the cockroaches scurrying before an earthquake. The sensitive people and animals always pick up these things first. Something BIG is coming down, and it is a combination of all of the negative thought since Cro-Magnons starting bashing the heads of Neanderthals, literally since the dawn of history. Perhaps this is all tied into the Nostradamus/2012/Time Wave Zero/Apocalypse/Age of Aquarius cycle. Will awareness of what they are all up to make a difference, and could it be something totally out of the control of humans?

[Thetaloops]

I feel very beside myself with all that is happening.

There is always a chance that we will figure this out before we destroy all we know. We have got to keep our head above the noise.

[Mech]

I for one belive it has to do with the acceleration towards 2012 (the age of revealing).

You are going to notice certain people around you are going to become more psychotic and out of control.

The Photonic energy coming into the earth from the suns increased activity as well as from galactic center has a lot to do with this.

Also..PLUTO is making its rounds this year and will be in alignment with both the earth and galactic center by 2007.

People who tend to be of a lower vibration are being affected the most.

If you stay within your center and keep agood moral focus...you don't have a thing to worry about..and don't despair.

Try to stay positive and and try not to focus on the negative too much.

Sick people create a sick society.

[CDsNuTz]

I'm really sorry to hear about your loss KT.I've had that sort of thing happen and It can be pure hell...Things will get better keep your head up..

[CDsNuTz]

On the subject of dreams. On the morning of Sept. 12, 2001, I had a dream that I was walking through a field, I felt deep inside that there was nothing left.I soon noticed a few others both to the right and to the left, walking in the same direction I was. I couldn't see who they were but felt i knew each one...Which leads me to my dreams I had when I was young, I would be walking forever looking for someone,anyone, but could never find anybody...

[KNOWTHIS]

Thanks a bunch again guys. It’s great to have some friends online that are on your side even if you haven’t met them personally. It means a lot. Sometimes it's almost easier to talk about difficult things to a computer screen because it's impersonal you know?

Baby was an older dog, she lead a good life, had everything that she needed and now she can rest in peace. I'm finally at peace about it myself.

[Jeanie]

Knowthis; My heart is sad for your loss and I understand your feelings. I had a poodle stolen from me, she had 3wk old pups. We hoped she didn't end up in a puppy mill. It was a very painful time. And of course have lost pets to old age, I feel a close connection to any pet I have ever had. They add a depth of emotion to our lives that cannot be recieved any other way and the love we are privileged to shower on them is a gift to them and to us. Yesterday my son had to have his much loved retriever put down due to the curse ca...This was one of those dogs that "smiled" and didn't have a mean bone in her body. Yesl we have to pay a price for our dearly loved pets and they are well worth it. Thinking of you tonight and wishing you peace with each passing day. Jeanie

[KNOWTHIS]

Thanks so much Jeanie, the outpouring of support here is tremendous. There truly are some caring, compassionate people here. It’s very much appreciated. We all have somber stories of loss and regret. That's why it helps to talk with others about it because most likely they can relate.

[increase 1776]

knowthis,my condolences.Loosing a family pet is almost as hard as loosing a human family member.Time does heal.When we had to put down our first pit my wife said ,"no more dogs."That lasted about six months,when some friends of ours were camping out on the Clearwater River in northern Idaho came by and told me someone had abandoned a small bird dog down by the boat launching area.Someone dumped this female Walkerhound with a forty pond bag of dry dog food,that made it ok to dump the dog ,leaving it with some food,anyway it took me and a friend that was an animal control officer from Seattle an hour to get the terrorified dog to come to us. That was 12 years ago and she's still with us.She will be with us until the day she passes.Dogs give unconditional love.All they ask for is just a little attention and affection from their owners and they give back so much.We all have our own grieving process.My attitude about the dogs is,show them affection,play with them,feed them,keep them warm in the winter, cool in the summer.That's about all you can do to provide a good home while they're in your care.We have two dogs that will pass this year or soon there after.They will both be buried in our backyard. PEACE

[KNOWTHIS]

Thank you Increase for your kind remarks and sharing your story. It's very encouraging to know that I'm not alone in my troubles.

[increase 1776]

Went to feed my two older dogs this morning and the oldest was outside.She was laying in her feces and couldn't get up.Had to get a neighbor to help pick here up and load her in the truck.The wife and I carried her in to the exam room and layed her on the floor waiting for the Doctor to come in.The wife decided against staying for the euphanasia,which was much better than I had figured.They had a hard time finding a vein and shaved her leg.This was going on and I talked to her looking her in the eyes and trying to comfort her,both of us on the floor.As the needle found it's place Missy gave me one last kiss good-bye.Brought her home and buried her in the back yard.Forgot how much this shit hurts.

[Swamp Gas]

Increase, so sorry for you, your wife, and your other bull. I can't believe all of this going on in the last couple of months........KNOW-THIS's Baby, Theta's parents Husky Holly getting killed by a car, your Missy, our friend trying to commit suicide twice, the threats of Nuclear War, my job (PM me on that..not bad, but very sad on what happened), a friend at my job with stomach cancer, and on and on. We all have gone through this, and know how much this hurts. The birds, dogs, cats, and assorted other critters are such pure beings. What you get back is what you put into them, untainted.......


Please post a picture of Missy for us.....

[increase 1776]

I can't believe all of this going on in the last couple of months.......

Same kinda things happening around here.Good friend put his dog down last Sat.,another friend just lost his dad ....and on and on. Still have the Pit and another 12year old dog, Shortie the white shepard/Lab mix.Shortie tips the scales at around 100lbs,built for comfort,not for speed.Thanks for the response .Life goes on.

[Swamp Gas]

Not to get too Psycho-tronic, but this looks like this accelerating toward 2012 thing. Events are happening so fast, and people are literally freaking out. We were talking about this before, but the animals and sensitive humans are the first to sense danger. Why do you think all of us on this board sensed 9/11 before it happened and right from the start, that it was more than it appears.

[Thetaloops]

Increase, I feel very much for your loosing your Pitbull friend. I find that Pits are just as wonderful as any pet under the right circumstances. They are every bit a part of our life as any family member. It rough being a sensative person, but we don't know any other way. So we must take the best things of knowing them and endure their lose. These little humans will be in our hearts forever!

The times they are a changin' and at an exponental rate. Hold on!